Monte

My first and quite possibly my only relationship.

I use to worry that by becoming so involved at such a young age might prevent me from experiencing all there is to experience in regard to relationships. Even after James and I began dating, I never completely let myself forget that there was still an entire sea of fish out there for me to pick from. But after three or four months, I started to wonder: If not James, who else? To this I could find no comforting answer, and soon I stopped thinking “what if” and let my heart take me where it wanted. Now, 18 months later, I realize that I made the right decision. What James and I have is so unique and precious; it’s impossible for me to think there could be anyone else out there more perfect for me.

And so this is love. It’s grown to be so familiar and warm that I never want to imagine myself without it—without him. When I look back at the last few years of my life, I can’t remember ever feeling so much at peace.

I am so grateful to have him in my life.