Monte

Next time around

Monte — Thu, 13 Nov 2008 04:50:26 +0000

I learned a lot from my previous relationship—both about myself and the things that are important to me—things that I had lost touch of somewhere along the way.

I’m being held captive in my own apartment

Monte — Sun, 26 Oct 2008 15:53:27 +0000

Help. I’m being held captive in my own apartment building. I went downstairs to the “mezzanine” to get my car, and low and behold, the garage gate wasn’t opening. The guy in front of me (with a very sexy british accent), suggested I try my remote, but it didn’t work. So I offered to walk across the street to the Mercantile building (which owns my building) and ask them for assistance.

Single and ready to mingle

Monte — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 00:46:23 +0000

It's a little past 7, and this is the first evening after a little more than a week of being in my new apartment that I'm actually feeling a little bored. I'm tired of masturbating to pass the time, so I got to thinking, "Maybe I should try going out to a bar or something." The evening is still young. I could gussy myself up and put on that really nice Guess shirt that I bought yesterday. I could go out and mingle—I am single after all. But then again, I don't really enjoy going out, especially not by myself.

Plenty of druggies

Monte — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 15:57:36 +0000

I've been anxious lately with the many changes happening in my life—exciting changes like my new career, moving into my own apartment, and dating again for the first time in three years.

Single player

Monte — Wed, 01 Oct 2008 03:44:59 +0000

So much for my earlier assumptions. Seeing James this afternoon spurred feelings in me that I'm now finding difficult to reconcile. There was discussion of possibly staying together under the assumption that things would be different when I move out of the house and closer to him. We're in limbo right now as I wait for his decision.